Tuesday, January 29, 2008

MORE Hannah photos and an update on everyone

Here are some new(er) photos of Hannah and her family:

Hannah and her grandad

Hannah and her Nana

Hannah and cousin Bonnie

Hannah and her grandad

Hannah's first bath at home

More first bath

Not really liking this bath thing...

Get me out of here! (Don't worry - John was standing just out of the photo too)

Very sleepy!

Hannah has been doing pretty well at home lately. She slept great last night - 4 hours, 1 hour, then another 4 hour stretch. I'll tell you, after her check at the doctors yesterday, and the nurse practitioner saying that there is no reason for me to be waking her every 3 hours to eat if she wants to sleep longer. I was like "Alright! I'm definitely okay with that one!" So we tried that last night, and what do you know - I ended up with almost a full 8 hours of sleep! That has definitely helped me get off on the right foot today.
As I write this, I've got Hannah in a carrier in front of me, and she's sound asleep. I'm glad I remembered I have this, because I would have felt guilty if I put her down every single time she fell asleep. She seems to be comfortable in it, and it's comfortable to wear, so that's good.
So, overall, she's doing really well. She just got switched to formula yesterday, because I was having some trouble feeding her. After talking with my doctor and her doctor, we decided between the three of us that switching her to formula would be the best thing to do. She seems to have taken to it, but she eats more frequently now. I'm hoping that we have another good night tonight though, because if I have to get up to feed her every 2 hours in the night, it's going to make for a loooong night! I am glad that she's tolerating the formula well. We have her just on Similac Advance, which is the most basic Similac, and she seems to like it.
Anyway, I'm going to run - I finally met my goal of getting to eat lunch!

Sunday, January 27, 2008

More Hannah photos

Here are some photos from Hannah's second and third days:

Me holding Hannah while in the hospital


John holding Hannah on my bed in the hospital.

Flowers from the proud grandparents!

Proud dad!

Happy Nana holding Hannah.

Hannah ready to go to Target for the first time.

Mom and Hannah, happy to be home on 1/24/08.

Wednesday, January 23, 2008

Photos of Hannah! And the nitty gritty of the labor and delivery.

So, here are some photos of baby Hannah Theresa Cardin, born 1/21/08 at 5:09 pm. She weighed 8 pounds, 5 ounces, and was 22 inches long!











My labor was relatively short, I guess - 15 hours. I woke up at 2am with contractions, but basically just dealt with them at home until around 6, when I finally woke John up and said "Either I'm really sick, or I'm in labor!" I called the on call doctor, who told me to wait and go in at 8am to see my doctor at my appointment (which had been previously scheduled, so I had to go in anyway). So I layed in bed for a while longer while John got up and started getting some things done around the house. I told him we better prepare to go to the hospital just in case. I called my parents to tell them to stay close to the phone, and then finally got in the shower (which felt really good, and I didn't want to get out!). We headed to my appointment - running only 5 minutes late - pretty good for a woman in labor! As soon as we got to the office, they hooked me up to a baby monitor, and the nurse was like "Oh, yeah, look at that - you're definitely contracting!" The doctor came in to check me, and she was like "Yep, you're 4 cm dilated and 100% effaced. Let's get you upstairs!" So off I was rushed (wheel chair and all) to the Child Birth unit. John did a fantastic job getting me through the day, and I stayed really quite calm through the whole thing. None of the yelling and screaming you would have imagined from what you see on TV! Every time I'd have a contraction, I'd just close my eyes and breath really deeply. The nurses were floored that I wasn't a hypnobirthing patient! Yet, I managed to do the whole thing naturally - no medication, not even an epidural! I don't remember most of the day, because I spent it in and out of "sleep." I put sleep in quotes, because I was definitely not sleeping, but I also don't remember most of the day. I spent a lot of the day with my eyes closed. At 3:15, the doctor came up and had to actually break my water, since that didn't seem to want to happen on it's own. Once that happened, the contractions got much stronger, and until about 4:45 (I think), hurt a whole lot more. But, as soon as I was on the verge of asking for pain meds - there it was: The urge to push. I didn't realize how strong that urge was going to be, but all of a sudden, you just feel like you need to. So the nurses said okay, but that the doctor wasn't on the floor yet. They ran to call her, because I think they knew this baby was coming soon! Dr. MacVittie was on the floor in no time flat, and after just 1/2 an hour of pushing (which really is hard, and I won't lie - hurts like hell!) out came my perfect little daughter - round head, 10 fingers, 10 toes and all. I had a small bit of tearing, but I guess it wasn't that bad. I have a few stitches now, and I'm unbelievably sore though...
I don't remember a whole lot about the day. It's true, what they say, that you don't really remember the pain of child birth once you see your baby. John said he teared up a little when he saw her come out!
All in all - it was the most amazing day of my life. I would say the second most amazing day (only to getting married), but when you see this tiny person that you have spent 9 months creating, you realize, it really is the most amazing day of your life.

Saturday, January 19, 2008

Knitting photos

Below are some photos of a blanket I am knitting for a friend. It is the blanket from the Three Piece Baby Set pattern by Leslie Scanlon (for Blue Sky Alpacas). I'm knitting it with the Blue Sky organic cotton in color #82 (Nut). I'm only about 25-30% done with it at this point, but I don't need it for a while.



Thursday, January 17, 2008

What happens when you go past your due date? (really long post)

Well, here we are, January 17, 2008. D day. And still absolutely no indication that the baby will be coming any time soon. I had a check up yesterday with my doctor, pretty uneventful, as I expected... All looks well with the baby, which is a good thing, but it's frustrating because I am still barely dilated, and I really haven't had much in the way of contractions (aside from Sunday when I was at the movies). He hooked me up to the monitor, and had the same problem as the other day when I went to the hospital for the back pain - the baby wouldn't stay on the monitor well, but they were able to do the non stress test just fine. He checked my cervix again, which is still pretty much exactly the same as it was the other day, which means it's not changing at all. So after I changed, he came back in, and told me he wants me to come in on Monday for another NST, then talk with Dr. MacVittie about induction. He said there is no benefit to waiting until you hit 42 weeks to induce, the risks are all the same either way - at 41 or 42 weeks. So, unless I go into labor naturally between now and Monday, I have an 8am appointment. And it looks like unless I go into labor naturally by the end of next week, I'll be getting induced at some point.

So, since the website I had been taking all of my information from doesn't have much for people that go past their due date, this information is being taken from the 5th edition of Your Pregnancy Week by Week.

Your due date has come and gone. You haven't delivered yet, and you're getting tired of being pregnant. You are anxious to get labor and delivery over and finally meet your baby.
You keep seeing the doctor, and he or she tells you, "I'm sure it'll be soon. Just sit tight." You feel ready to scream. But hang in there. It will be over soon - the wait just seems never-ending right now.
What Happens When You're Overdue?
You've been anticipating the delivery of your baby. You counted the days to your due date - but that day has come and gone. And still no baby! As we've mentioned, not every woman delivers by her due date. Nearly 10% of all babies are born more than 2 weeks late.
A pregnancy is considered to be overdue (postterm) only when it exceeds 42 weeks or 294 days from the first day of the last menstrual period. (A baby that is 41 6/7 weeks is not postterm!)
Your doctor will examine you and determine if the baby is moving around in the womb and if the amount of amniotic fluid is healthy and normal. If the baby is healthy and active, you are usually monitored until labor begins on it's own.
Tests may be done as reassurance that an overdue baby is fine and can remain in the womb. These tests include a nonstress test, a contraction stress test and a biophysical profile. They are all discussed below. If signs of fetal stress are found, labor is often induced.

KEEP TAKING GOOD CARE OF YOURSELF
It's often hard to keep a positive attitude when you're overdue. But don't give up yet!
Maintain good nutrition, and keep up your fluid intake. If you can do so without and problems, get some mild exercise, like walking or swimming.
One of the best exercises you can do at this point is to exercise in the water. You can swim or do water exercises without fear of falling or losing your balance. You can even just walk back and forth in the pool!
Rest and relax now because your baby will be here soon, and you'll be very busy. Use the time to get things ready for baby so you'll be all set when you both come home from the hospital.

[NOTE: I have omitted information on postterm pregnancy, because that will not be a factor for me]

TESTS YOU MAY HAVE
The Nonstress Test
A nonstress test (NST) is performed in your doctor's office or in the labor and delivery department of a hospital. While you are lying down, a technician attaches a fetal monitor to your abdomen. Every time you feel your baby move, you push a button to make a mark on a strip of monitor paper. At the same time, the monitor recods the baby's heartbeat.
When the baby moves, it's heart rate ususally goes up. Doctors use the findings from the NST to help them evaluate how well a baby is tolerating life inside the uterus. Your doctor will decide if further action is necessary.

The Contraction Stress Test
A contraction stress test (CST) gives an indication of how the baby is doing and how well the baby will tolerate contractions and labor. If the baby doesn't respond well to contractions, it can be a sign of fetal stress. Some believe this test is more accurate than nonstress test in evaluating the baby's well - being.
To perform a CST, a monitor is placed on your abdomen to monitor the baby. You are attached to an I.Ve. that dispenses small amounts of the hormone oxytocin to make your uterus contract. The baby's heartbeat is monitored to see it's response to the contractions.
This test gives an indication of how well the baby will tolerate contractions and labor. If the baby doesn't respond well to the contractions, it can be a sign of fetal distress.

The Biophysical Profile
A biophysical profile is a comprehensive test used to examine the fetus during pregnancy. It helps determine fetal health and is done when there is concern about fetal well-being. The test evaluates the well-being of your baby inside your uterus.
A biophysical profile uses a particular scoring system. The first four of the five test listed below are made with ultrasound; the fifth is done with external fetal monitors. A score is given to each area. The five areas of evaluation are:
  • fetal breathing movements
  • fetal body movements
  • fetal tone
  • amount of amniotic fluid
  • reactive fetal heart rate (NST)
During the test, doctors evaluate fetal "breathing" - the movement or expansion of the baby's chest inside the uterus. This score is based on the amount of fetal breathing that occurs.
Movement of the baby's body is noted. A normal score indicates normal body movements. An abnormal score is applied when there are few or no body movements during the alloted time period.
Fetal tone is evaluated similarly. Movement, or lack of movement, of the arms as lets of the baby is recorded.
Evaluation of the volume of amniotic fluid requires experience in ultrasound examination. A normal pregnancy has adequate fluid around the baby. An abnormal test indicates no amniotic fluid or decreased amniotic fluid around the baby.
Fetal heart-rate monitoring (NST) is done with external monitors. It evaluates changes in the fetal heart rate associated movement of the baby. The amount of change and number of changes in the fetal heart rate differ, depending on who is doing the test and their definition of normal.
A normal score is 2; an abnormal score is 0 for any of these tests. A score of 1 in any of the test is a middle score. From these five scores, a total score is obtained by adding all the values together. Evaluation may vary depending on the sophistication of the equipment used and the expertise of the person doing the test. The higher the score, the better the baby's condition. A lower score may cause concern about the well-being of the fetus.
If the score is low, a recommendation may be made to deliver the baby. If the score is reassuring, the test may be repeated at a later date. If results fall between these two values, the test may be repeated the following day. it depends on the circumstances of your pregnancy and the findings of the biophysical profile. Your doctor will evaluate all the information before making any decision.

INDUCING LABOR
There may come a point in your pregnancy that your doctor decides to incuce labor. If this happens, it might help if you realize this is a fairly common practice. Each year, doctors induce labor for about 450,000 births. Labor is induced for overdue babies, but it is also used for a number of other reasons, including chronic high blood pressure in the mother, pre-exlampsia, gestational diabetes, intrauterine-growth restriction and Rh-isoimmunization.
As we've already discussed, when you see the doctor, you will probably have a pelvic exam. At this point in your pregnancy, it probably also includes an evaluation of how ready you are for an induction. Your doctor may use the Bishop score to help make this determination. It is a method of cervical scoring, used to predict the success of inducing labor. Scoring includes dilation, effacement, station, consistency and position of the cervix. A score is given for each point, then they are added together to give a total score. This helps the doctor decide whether to induce labor.

[NOTE: I have omitted the section about the ripening of the cervix.]

INDUCING LABOR
If your doctor induces labor, you may first have your cervix ripened... then you will receive oxytocin (Pitocin) intravenously. This medication is gradually increased until contractions begin. The amount of oxytocin you receive is controlled by a pump, so you can't receive too much of it. While you receive oxytocin, you are monitored for the baby's reaction to your labor.
The oxytocin starts contractions to help you go into labor. The length of the entire process - ripening your cervix until the birth of your baby - varies from woman to woman.
It is important to realize that being induced or having an induction does not guarantee a vaginal delivery. In many instances, the induction doesn't work. In that case, a C-section is usually necessary.

Wednesday, January 16, 2008

Quilt from Sarah Skillin

My dad e-mailed me this morning and pointed something out to me about my blog that I hadn't even realized: I was given a great quilt as a baby shower gift by one of my oldest friends (not that SHE'S old, we've just been friends forever), and I didn't post any pictures of it! So I marched right on up to the baby's room today and took some pictures of it. Without further ado, here are the photos of the awesome quilt Sarah made for the baby!





The last one makes the quilt look a little more yellow than it really is, but that was just from the flash.

Tuesday, January 15, 2008

Soundtrack of my Life quiz

According to the random selections given to me by my Media Player

Opening Credits: This is How A Heart Breaks - Rob Thomas

Waking Up: Walk This Way - Aerosmith

First Day At School: Numb - Linkin Park

Falling In Love: Fix You - Coldplay

First Kiss: All The Things She Said - t.A.T.u.

Fight Song: Black Horse and the Cherry Tree - KT Tunstall

Breaking Up: Life is Life - Opus

Prom: Book of Days - Enya

Life's OK: If I Had A Million Dollars - Barenaked Ladies

Mental Breakdown: What About Everything - Carbon Leaf

Driving: Dragostea Din Tei - OZone

Working Out: Shut Up & Drive - Rihanna

Flashback: Pride&Prejudice: Duel Of The Fates - John Williams

Getting Back Together: Every Time We Touch - Cascada

Wedding: Save A Horse, Ride A Cowboy (Dance Edit) - Big & Rich

Honeymoon: Shuffle or Boogie (FF VIII soundtrack) - Nobuo Uematsu

Birth of Child: It's The End Of The World As We Know It - R.E.M (how appropriate!)

Final Battle: Tried So Hard - Linkin Park

Death Scene: Resurrection (The Passion of the Christ soundtrack) - John Debney

Funeral Song: Always Look On The Bright Side (of Life) - Monty Python - Eric Idle

End Credits: Dragula - Rob Zombie

Wow! I got some good stuff off of this, and it’s fun!
You there!
Go do it!!!!!

Monday, January 14, 2008

A huge update: "Why Negative Thinking Is Normal", Movies and Knitting... plus other various babblings.

So, I found an article in Parents Magazine that I thought I would share a section of. Part of the reason I'm sharing it is because it made me feel a lot better about some of the negative things I had been feeling since coming up to the end of my pregnancy. These are some thoughts people have had and why they are considered normal, according to the latest issue of Parents Magazine (p. 66):

" 'Almost every mom-to-be has mixed feelings about having a baby,' says Lucy Puryear, M.D., author of Understanding Your Moods When You're Expecting. She told us the negative emotions women normally experience when they're pregnant - but are afraid to talk about.

" 'I hate being pregnant!' Morning sickness, fatigue, and other uncomfortable symptoms can make some women resent those nine months. But you shouldn't feel guilty. 'Just because you don't like everything that goes along with your pregnancy, that doesn't mean you aren't really excited to be a mother,' says Dr. Puryear.

" 'Will I be a good mom?' It's not just first-time moms who worry whether they're up to the job of raising a child. Even if you planned to have more kids, it's still normal to wonder whether you can handle a bigger family once you get pregnant again.

" 'I don't look like myself.' Freaking out about your expanding stomach doesn't mean you're vain, says Dr. Puryear: 'We're used to having control over our body, and it can be hard for some women to give up a little of that control during pregnancy.'

" 'What if my labor is a nightmare?' Most women are nervous enough about giving birth (How painful will it be? What if something goes wrong?), but friends, family, and even strangers can send your anxiety level into overdrive. 'As you get closer to your due date, people feel the need to tell you the worst delivery-room tales!' says Dr. Puryear. It's mystifying and rude - and irrelevant. You never know what giving birth will be like for you until it happens. Remember that most of the time, everything goes well."

So, now that I've read that, I feel much better in knowing that I'm not the first woman on earth to not be totally thrilled with my entire pregnancy, and that it's okay for me to want it to be over and done with (and not just for the benefit of being a mom after the fact).

Moving on:

Saturday morning we spent about 3 hours at the hospital because I was having terrible back pain, but no contractions. I also thought that I might have been leaking some amniotic fluid, but nothing really panned out. I was barely dilated still (only about 1cm - the width of a finger tip), and only about 20% effaced, which is definitely not going to get me anywhere with having a baby, since you have to be 10cm's dilated and 100% effaced. They ended up sending me home with exactly what we thought - back pain. *sigh*

Last night John and I went to the movies with our friend Andrew and saw National Treasure 2: Book of Secrets. If you saw the first one, the second one was much the same idea, and very enjoyable! As usual, the first is pretty much always better, but the second one was still really enjoyable too. I'm looking forward to going to see Narnia: Prince Caspian in May. I should probably re-read that book, since I don't really remember it. I've read The Lion, The Witch and the Wardrobe several times, but Prince Caspian only once. There are a few other things that are coming out that I'd like to see also, but I don't think John has any interest in them. I'd like to see Atonement, and I wanted to see August Rush, but that's not in theaters anymore. I'd also like to see I Am Legend, which I keep hearing is really good, but has some scary parts. We were lucky in that we got a gift card to Smitty's in Sanford for Christmas, as well as a coupon book that has coupons for the movie theater in Portsmouth in it - tickets for only $6!

John is home on a snow day today, which is nice. Not that we really do much on those days, but it's just nice having him around for an extra day :-) Of course, it really throws me off on days of the week. Now I keep thinking it's Sunday again, and it's not!

Knitting has been keeping me busy lately. I should put up some of the photos of things I've been working on lately, since they've all been resized in order to put them up on Ravelry. I don't know if people can see my profile or not, but I'll put the link to it also.

(Above) This is the scarf I made for John's sister for Christmas. It is made of Berroco Pure Merino. I was happy with the way it came out!

These are the mittens (above) I made as a Yankee Swap gift. Unfortunately, I don't think they were as big a hit as I had hoped.... They were made from Lions Brand Wool Ease Chunky.

These (Above 3) are things I made for the baby. The hats are the "Baby's First Hat" pattern from Blue Sky Alpacas and the booties are a pattern that I found online. They are all made from the Blue Sky organic Cotton.

(Above) This is my "Jiffy Beret." I made it for me, because I don't knit things for myself all that often. However, I tried to knit one for my mom, and it didn't come out all that great, so I am considering giving her this one, and I can make myself another one that is a little "slouchier" *grin*
(Above) Another Blue Sky Alpaca pattern - This is the hat from the "Three Piece Baby Set" pattern. I like the way it came out, more or less, though I had some issues with the decreases. Also, I would like it better if it were knit in the round, instead of on straight needles with a seam running up the back. I feel like the pattern could look a lot cleaner that way, but until I figure out how to adapt it, this will have to do! I'm also working on the blanket from this set, but have no photos of it as of yet, because it's not very far along.

I also want to take a minute to share some photos of some things people have knit for me for the baby. I got a great baby sweater from Laura and some adorable bibs from Tina! Since I can't get our Yahoo! Group to put them in the album - some issue I'm having with my ISP talking to Yahoo! - I figured I'd put them here so people can see them!This is the sweater from Laura. Her words on it: "The baby sweater was made from Debbie Bliss Cashmerion dk (I'm so sorry, I thought I put a ball band in the package!) and it's the Crossover Jacket in her book "Simply Baby". I modified the closure a little bit though (not in the knitting of it just in how I finished it)."

These are the bibs from Tina. They are so cute!

I think that will do for now with all of my latest knitting endeavors. I'm not sure what else I have to share, since I feel like my life is an open book these days! Hopefully later this week I'll be back to put up pictures of my new little one in some of my knit creations, but until then...