Sunday, December 10, 2006

Still no news...

...on what's going on with my aunt. I haven't heard from my parents all day. I haven't wanted to call them, because I don't want to interrupt them in case they're in the middle of something really important. At the same time, I have been waiting for them to call me all day, and I haven't heard from them. I don't know if that's a good thing or a bad thing, but I really asking that everyone pray as hard as they can for my aunt. I firmly believe that she could pull out of this if enough love, happy thoughts, and prayers are sent her way.

I guess on a bit of a lighter note, there isn't much other news to report. I tried to make fudge for the first time ever today. It was a recipe that I found on the Weight Watchers (WW) website, so we'll see how it comes out. If it sucks, I may have to try making something else for the party at work. If it comes out okay though, then I've got the batch already made. So I guess it's a win/win all the way around.

No one has an advent wreath they'd be willing to part with, do they? I wanted to make one, but I don't want to trekk all the way down to the AC Moore in Portsmouth to get the stuff to make one. I tried going to the Ben Franklin Crafts in Somersworth. I ended up with some really great yarn, and a new pair of bamboo knitting needles, but nothing to make an advent wreath with! They had the rings I could use, but they didn't have anything to use for candle holders. I guess it's a little late now, to be looking for an advent wreath.

Well, in the course of writing this, I just got word that it is all over... My aunt has passed away. Fortunately, my grandad was able to come up from Florida and say goodbye too. I was going to go over today, but it would have been a 5 hour drive, and I can't miss work tomorrow, especially since I don't know if I'll have to miss it for a funeral this week or not.

Anyway, I'm going to get going now.

Saturday, December 9, 2006

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Well, John and I have been doing well getting all of the Christmas decorating done. We're hosting the RK gathering on the 23rd, which should be an adventure. Not in a bad way - though it will be interesting to see what happens with our dog and all the people over here trying to play spoons or DDR or whatever.
For the record, just because the gathering is happening at my house doesn't mean I'm playing spoons. I haven't played spoons since high school. There is a reason for that. Don't ask me to play, because I won't.

There, now that we've cleared that up...

I got some really sad news today - my Aunt Debbie, my dad's oldest sister, had a massive stroke this morning. Last weekend she was at my Aunt Joan's house, and she wasn't feeling so well. She was having double vision, and lines through her vision. She called her doctor, who said it was most likely an ocular migraine. So she called my mom, who talked to the doctor she works with. That doctor said "No, I think she should call a neurologist." So she did. They did an MRI of her head and a CT scan too. They couldn't find anything wrong. She got the results back on Thursday, and she called my parents so relieved that everything was fine. She had a few of her grandkids over at her house with her that night, and she was so happy that everything was okay. Then today, she went to the doctors, and the next thing, she was admitted into the hospital, and she had had a massive stroke. She was paralyzed on her left side, but she was able to call my uncle (my dad has 3 siblings). I don't really know what happened after that, but the next thing, she was in a vegitative state on life support. As soon as they shut off the life support, she will die. They've been waiting to do that until her daughter, one of my cousins, makes it to Vermont. My cousin was on vacation in Las Vegas, and was trying to get the next flight out. Which means that by this time tomorrow, my aunt will have likely passed away.

I don't really know what to think about this. This is the second death in my family this year. My poor Granddad (my dads dad) has now outlived his wife and one of his children. I keep wondering if I talked to my Aunt when we had our Thanksgiving get together. Not that it would bring her back to life if I had, but I don't even remember saying hi, or hugging her, or saying good bye, or even Happy Thanksgiving. It's amazing what loosing a relative makes you realize. And her death has affected me even more than I would have expected. I always felt like she was the most supportive person on my dads side of the family (my father aside). I guess I felt the closest to her than any of my other relatives on that side. I felt like she was always interested in me and what I was doing. I'm so grateful that I was able to get married before she, and my grandfather, passed away this year. I wish my Grampa M. had been alive to see it though.

It just makes me realize that I need to start really doing the things I love more. I'm taking the first step by having joined Weight Watchers. So far, that's making me really happy, knowing I've made a healthy, positive change in my life. Second, I'm leaving my job that makes me miserable. That's really important to me too.

I'm going to finish this later...

Sunday, December 3, 2006

Nothing really to report

I don't have any real news, but I figured after two quiz postings, I should do a real update.

So... I'm still leaving my job on the 12th of January, and I CANNOT wait. I'm so excited to get into something new and different. I'm really hoping to sort out if I want to be in the school environment, or if I want to go back to nursing school, because they both totally have their perks. Of course, I could always go to nursing school, then become a school nurse, that would be fun. But I don't know. It would be really nice to work on a similar schedule to John, because then when we get around to having kids, we'll have the times the kids are with a sitter, and then the times that we're both home. Unless one of us goes out to do something like John at rehearsals, or me at... something. So for the time being, I'm set up to substitute in Laconia. But I've got to find something more permanent than that. I keep perusing the help wanted ads on schoolspring.com but have yet to come across something I can do that's a decent drive from here. I'm going to pick up the Sunday paper today and see what's in that. I've applied for a guidance counselor position in Farmington, and I've also applied for a social worker position at Exeter Hospital, but never heard back on either one. It's hard, because I'm still with the state for another 5 or 6 weeks, and most places are looking for someone who can start immediately.

Other than that, I really don't have much to write about. So I'm going to go see if I have time to finish FFIX before mass or if I should wait until this afternoon

Tuesday, November 28, 2006

More quiz goodness







What's your inner power? (Girls only sorry. Beautiful anime pictures, lengthy results)




Uniqueness- Your inner power is Uniqueness! You are very different from everyone around you, and you like it that way. In fact, youd be furious if you were anything else. To the world outside you are a buoyant, fun loving person, and are probably pretty popular. Yet deep down you feel the urge to be accepted as who you are, and desperately want someone who is truly there for you. You are very indecisive and change your mind regularly over just about anything. Youre very opinionated, and bulldoze over anyone who doesnt share your views. At times you can be very depressed, though few people realise it with your animated personality. You are great fun to be around, and enjoy shocking people with your out there views and beliefs. At times however, your urge to be different can work against you, as people dont often enjoy their ideas of right and wrong having any shades of grey. But dont let them get to you; youre an awesome person who many love. You have no doubt heaps of friends, but dont always have that close friend/s that you want and need. You strive to be accepted for who you are, and are protective and loyal to those who earn your trust. Although at times you think there may be no one there, look around. There is someone in the shadows who desperately wants to be your friend, who maybe you just havent noticed. Dont let anyone get you down, youre the one who gives this boring world excitement and culture. Keep it up! Boy/Girl who will sweep you off your feet: Someone different and independent. Someone who isnt your typical male/female, who can accept that not everything has to be black and white, and yes, there are many, many shades of grey. Your stone/jewel: Amethyst Your power: Difference/Change. This is the ability to make a difference in the world, to create new ideas and opinions, and to open up the minds of others to show that there is more than one shade of grey. Your element: Electricity/Lightening A quote that applies to you: "Id much rather to be hated for who I am than loved for who Im not."
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The Maid of Honor
Deliberate Gentle Love Master (DGLMf)

Appreciated for your kindness and envied for all your experience, you are The Maid of Honor.

Charismatic, affectionate, and terrific in relationships, you are what many guys would call a "perfect catch"--and you probably have many admirers, each wishing to capture your long-term love. You're careful, extra careful, because the last thing you want is to hurt anyone. Especially some poor boy whose only crime was liking you.

Your exact opposite:
Half-cocked

Random Brutal Sex Dreamer
We've deduced you're fully capable of a dirty fling, but you do feel that post-coital attachment after hooking up. So, conscientious person that you are, you do your best to reserve physical affection for those you respect...so you can respect yourself.

Your biggest negative is the byproduct of your careful nature: indecision. You're just as slow rejecting someone as you are accepting them.


ALWAYS AVOID: The False Messiah, The 5-Night Stand, The Vapor Trail, The Bachelor

CONSIDER: The Gentleman, someone just like you.


Link: The 32-Type Dating Test by OkCupid - Free Online Dating.

Monday, November 27, 2006

11 through 15

So, okay, in getting back to my "Big 35 List," I've got a few more things to add:

11. Talk to Stephanie and Josh more
12. Get some nice professional pictures of John and I
13. Get to 2 more Mike Previti concerts!!!
14. Paint my computer room
15. Purchase a 5 or 6 foot tall book case for the computer room.

Friday, November 24, 2006

Love it, love it, love it!

Life is pretty darn good right now. For those who haven't heard (and that's most of you) I gave my notice at work. My last day is January 12, and I CAN'T WAIT. Counting down the days now. So that will be good. I'm planning on substitute teaching in Laconia. I've got some job applications out too, but we'll see where those go. I've got a few to apply for still also.

Second, Thanksgiving was pretty nice. John didn't feel like it was Thanksgiving - I have to agree with him for the most part, but ti was still nice to have the family get together for a nice meal and some together time. I have to say - I've got lots to be thankful for! First - my amazing husband, who always seems to be able to pick me up when I am down. Second, my family - of origin (Stephy and Josh!!!), adopted, and in-laws. I am blessed to have such a great family. Third, my beautiful home - I'm so lucky that we have the means to have a nice house in wonderful neighborhood. Fourth, my friends - you all - the privileged ones that get to read my inner-most thoughts! Last - my pets. They keep me sane. =)

Finally tonight - John and I saw the Trans Siberian Orchestra today. OH MY GOD. I LOVE THEM. I could marry them all. Except the girls. Not so much there. Their concerts just rock more than anything in this world! If you EVER get the chance to see them live - I STRONGLY suggest you go!!

Anyway - it's time for some foodage. Janelle - it was so great seeing you today! I'm sorry your drive home is so aggravating for you. Next time, bring Daniel!

Monday, November 20, 2006

Me next!

he Basic Stuff

Name?: Melissa
Age?: 25
Height?: 5'6"
Weight?: don't you know it's not polite to ask a woman how much she weighs?!
Birthday?: August 19
Birthplace?: The hospital of course!
Current Location?: NH
School/Grade?: I have a bachelors degree
Zodiac Sign?: I'm a Leo, hear me rawr!
Chinese Zodiac Sign?: Rooster
Righty or Lefty?: Right
Haircolor?: Brown
Eyecolor?: Also brown
Skin Color?: White, not that it matters

About You

What's Your Family Situation: I have one
Any Pets?: I live in a zoo
If So What Are They?: Molly, Maggie and Kane
Favorite Relative?: My husband
Least Favorite Relative?: uh..I really shouldn't answer this one lol <--- what Kim said
What's Your Heritage/Race?: Depends on my mood - by blood I'm German w/ French extraction (whatever that means) but I consider myself English.
Political Affilation?: That's one of the things that should never be discussed at the dinner table

Love & Sex (aka, the TMI section ^.~ lol!)

Sexuality?: I'm straight
Are You In A Relationship Now?: totally married =)
If So, With Whom?: John!!
For How Long?: We've been together for... umm... 2.5 years, give or take, and have been married for almost 1.5
Are You In Love?: Yes
Do You Have A Crush On Anyone?: Sure
Ever Had A Crush On Someone Of The Same Sex?: Umm, no
How Old Were You When You Had Your First Kiss?: 13
Virgin?: I'm married, you do the math
If Not, How Old Were You When You Had Sex For The First Time?: I'm not even going there
Was It Enjoyable?: see above
What's The Farthest You've Ever Gone?: how does that even make sense, if I just said that I'm married?
Where Do You Most Like To Be Kissed?: Only one person needs to know that
Best Love Quote?: "I love you."

Your Friends

Best?: Yeah, I like them.
How Many Do You Have?: A few close ones
More Guys Or Girls?: Used to be more guys than girls, but not so much anymore
Love Them All?: Why would I be friends with someone I hated?
Any You Wish You Were Closer To?: Proximity wise, I would say Janelle, but otherwise, not at the moment
Oldest?: Sarah Skillin
Newest?: Kim, I guess
Pen Pal?: I haven't had one of those since I was in 3rd grade

Friends And Words: Associate Them

Pen: pencil
Flower: power!
Pink: Victorias Secret
Window: Pane
Heart: throb
Mother: in-law
Bread: machine
Insane: me!
Sunglasses: I have some =)
Pimp: Aaron
Cross: Jesus
Lonely: sad
Car: pool
Music: John

This Or That

Boxers or Briefs?: Depends on who's wearing them =)
Thongs or G-Strings?: Neither, thanks
Shorts or Pants?: pajama bottoms
Shoes or Barefeet?: Everything's better in flip flops (but I prefer bare feet, according to John)
Books or Movies?: Depends on my mood
Night or Day?: Day
Dark or Light?: Light
Mountains or Beach?: Beach
Snow or Sun?: The sun after the snow!
Pepsi or Coke?: Diet
Guys or Girls?: huh?
Swim or Surf?: Swim

For or Against

Gay Marriage?: This is totally NOT the forum for that discussion
Abortion?: Against, but again, see above
Bush Getting Re-elected?: Oh dear God.
Suicide?: This whole section is way too controversial for LiveJournal surveys
War?: All we are saying is give peace a chance
Pants?: What about capri's?? are we discriminating against them now?
Clothes In General?: Yeah, I'm a fan
Penises?: Yeah, back up to the top of this section

Favorites

Color?: Red
Number?: 11
Holiday?: Christmas!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Oh yeah, and Easter
Season?: Autumn
Movie?: I have lots at this point
Book?: I don't really have one favorite
Magazine?: Country Living and Cosmo! (Which I haven't received them this month and I'm getting a LITTLE mad)
Food?: the edible kind
Drink?: Milk, or rum and coke, depending on what the type of drink you're getting me is
TV Show?: CSI, Law and Order: SVU, umm... I liked Dancing with the Stars... ummm.....
Song?: I don't have a favorite at the moment
Band?: Mike Previti is my favorite solo artist
Computer Game?: The sims!!!
Video Game?: Final Fantasy 9
Anime/Manga?: Not so much
Shirt?: Probably my massively huge blue sweater
Pants?: My gray ones
Actor?: Orlando Bloom, Johnny Depp,
Actress?: I like Sandra Bullock, umm... pretty much I like the ones that stay out of the limelight!
Singer?: Mike Previti
Flower?: Sterling Roses and Sunflowers
Scent?: I like Vanilla, but I have this spiced cocoa candle that I can't wait to bust out!
Animal?: Big cats
Cookie?: Oreos!

The Future

Want To Go To College?: Been there, done that
What Do You Want To Be When You Grow Up?: I don't wanna grow up, I'm a Toy's R' Us kid!
Want To Get Married?: not again! I like the marriage I have!
Want To Have Kids?: Yeah!
What Would Their Names Be?: That changes almost daily
How Many?: John says 2, I want three... guess we'll have to take the national average of 2.3 and a dog
Where Do You Want To Live?: My house, in the middle of my street
Where Do You Want To Get Married?: Why doesn't anyone write surveys geared towards people that are already married?!
How Do You Want To Die?: Not slowly and painfully, that's for sure

More Stuff About You

Piercings?: One open one in each ear
Tattoos?: None
Smoke?: Nope, never will
Drink?: Occasionally
Do Drugs?: Only the legal prescribed kind (and some vitamins and stuff)
Skinny Dip?: Oh yeah, every morning in the shower
Greatest Fear?: Failure
Chocolate or Vanilla?: Chocolate!
Go To Church?: Every Sunday at 11... well, sometimes it's Saturday's at 4, and this past Sunday it was at 8:30
Religion?: Catholic
Scars?: Yeah, random ones like on my hand and my foot
CDs Owned?: Yep, I have some
Collections?: I collect cats. Live ones. But then John makes me give them away. I collect other random papers on my desk. No real collections though
Like To Be Naked?: Not particularly
Ever Eaten Sushi?: Yeah, but I didn't like it
An Entire Case Of Oreos?: Oh, now they come in cases??? last quiz I took, they came in boxes.
Been On Stage?: Indeed I have
Danced In The Rain?: Only once, but I was not in very good company
Kissed Someone Of The Same Sex?: Nope
Weirdest Dream?: Well, there was this one that I was on a bus because Portsmouth got bombed....
Best Dream?: The happy ones!
Saddest Dream?: Any where someone I love ends up dying
Dream You Most Wish Would Come True?: I don't think I would want anything that happens in my subconscious to really come true, it would be far to weird
Think You're Attractive?: depends on the day
Shoplifted?: Plead the 5th
Been Caught "Doing Something"?: Oh yes, I do "something" quite frequently. Right now I'm sitting at my laptop, and John caught me.
Weirdest Makeout Place?: I'm not weird enough to have a "weirdest makeout place" so we'll have to go with the rear facing seat of my parents Taurus when I was in high school
Like Thunderstorms?: YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Favorite Shoes?: Bare feet. And flip flops.
Favorite Quote?: "Vivir con miedo es como vivi a medias."
Best Advice Given?: "Do good, don't suck."
Worst Advice Given?: "do good, don't suck."=)
Favorite Song Lyric?: I supposed I'd have to have a favorite song first...
What Quote Says Most About Your Life?: What's with the quote obsession?
Glad This Is Over?: Yeah, it's freaking bedtime now.